Studyfest

eurgh//.

summer = the worst temperate for sleeping.

just woke up from this...nightmare I guess. I can't recall in chronological order, but whatevers.



So I guess I was at the formal...or informal...whichever, and it was in some massive function centre in the city ( at the location where usyd is.. 0_0) and i was doing something, then I realise that people have started eating. looking at what was available ( tomato and egg, pasta salad, potato salad ) i was slightly dissappointed and decided to stock up on the one good thing there: pasta salad.
now that i have my food, i browse around and look for food on other tables...shame it was the same.

okay, now i remember what came before all this.
im going to school, except this school is nothing like our school..its like some giant campus in the middle of nowhere..similar to ANU ( =O... ). SO...i forget why or how, but the first day back, i decide to walk this pathway into the forest. i knew at the time it was supposed to lead somewhere...so i decided to follow it. this pathway however, was like the highway for people. there were four lanes, and you were either powerwalking or dragging your shoes along with. for some reason mr carter came to mind and i saw him. i kept walking until i decided to head back to school because it was stupid to keep going along some path that i had no idea where it would lead to.
then im back to going to school. im walking along it again, this time by myself. i reach the point where i was last time fairly quick, and discover that it sinks drastically downwards, as if the earth beyond it just collapsed down into the core. it was suddenly grey and rainy, and i decided to approach the precipice. only, that it wasn't. the pathway extended downwards at an extremely steep angle, and returned up again somewhere on the other side of the fog. i wasn't sure about why i was doing this, but the reason that came to mind was that i have to get to the other side, and something to do with economics. i looked down again and decided to walk down slowly, seeing as this was a dirt-now mud- pathway, i took it easy. then all of a sudden i slid down to the next part. again, it was a sharp drop, only that it had stairs...well raises in earth level as stairs. i saw footprints going only up, and deduced that it was far to dangerous to be going down. however, since it seemed like life or death that i reach the other side, i took a step down, and with light footing i landed my way onto the bottom. then the next wierd thing happened. i decided to go up this slippery wornout potential mudslide. but since nothing bad happened, i went back down it and continued to the other side.
reaching the otherside i realise that i was somewhere. that is, a place where i was familiar with. immediately a thought came to mind as i stepped out onto the streets. " wow, thats where **** buys her bacon and egg roll! " and i decide to head into it. so i realise DURING the dream that this is not where she buys it. she buys it at glenfield. but that was something on the side as i went into the shop, bought something and ran back out, realising that i was late for class.

the next part is all about zombies. which is always in my dreams, whenever im on the edge of breaking apart and that im struggling to survive. cbb writing about it.

the next part is all about the city and how i am walking around the city. oh, i missed out on some parts. after the formal/informal thing, i think we were attacked by zombies. yeah...then im looking for our busdriver and suddenly im in the alps. i ask to borrow his 'bus' - which is now a semi trailer - to drive myself back home. he says that the tourists there have to leave with me. and so we all drive together to get to the city.
then i meet **** and we're walking. just walking along as you do. then this heartbreaker thing happens and im immediately crushed. although, as you would, i was pretending that it was all good and that i wanted the same thing anyway. and i guess during the dream i realise that i would care, even if i said and thought i wouldn't.
so im heading down to town hall to catch a train home, when i meet up with **** and **** where they're at some bar next to teh station. i go in to be rejected, and **** passes me a drink. im going down the escalator, then i see this dance group dancing. i take out my camera to film them so i can show people. i realise my train/a train was coming so i sprint out onto the platform, where the train is just slowing down. then it suddenly turns into the oppsite direction...i didnt know how. i look around and then BAM, my parents/family are there. which is strange, because my mum turns into a zombie during the zombie chapter.

and so i wake up confused and depressed ( because it usually takes me awhile to realise that it was JUST A DREAM. ) and i decide to take a shower to wash them pains all awaaay...

anywho, the point of this was that there was no point, you totally wasted some of your saturday reading this and i totally wasted some of mine blogging it out. but then again, it was worth it seeing as i rarely ever have dreams/ if i do, then i rarely recall them.