Thursday, July 23, 2009

Today, this happened:


THIS TEA



Is really, really good.
(There's a bag of tea leaves inside the box.)
FUN FACT, Stephen gave me his box of Rooibos in Year 9 coz he bought it and hated it, and since then, it's been sitting in my cupboard coz I haven't been bothered with it.
IT'S LIKE EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR HAS BEEN RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME THIS WHOLE TIME.

IN IT


Found this in a bead store in the city.

USYD

So anyway. Here is my last angsty blog.

I feel like it hasn't ended properly, and quite honestly I am not bothered to do this the proper way. Amazing how quiet this was kept, or possibly it just doesn't even matter. No, the actual reason why is that this wasn't any different to when it was. Nobody actually knew until I think 2 weeks after, which I suppose is pretty cool, since I really don't like all this ' aww shit man ' crap.
Here are my last words.

To be frank, this was the perfect way to end. This was the only way I would have wanted it to end. Those of you who knew, think about why I leapt back in, instead of ending it then. To you who don't know what that means, to put it somewhat cryptically: I guess I purposely fell on my own sword.

But I'm not Frank, and obviously there was some down period. As per normal. If it wasn't noticed, then I am the better actor today than I was yesterday. In the spirit of saying that, I have changed lanes, left the highway that was always so dangerous to be on and found myself a road to travel on that is much more quiet.

I hope that this journey was as productive for you as it was for me. I hope that you have gained alot more confidence in yourself, as I have. Likewise, I found the extent of my ability to tolerate, persevere, to care and to let go. Where both of us had departments that were of lacklustre quality, I think the overlooking of those was rather well accomplished. I know that, this has been the first of many more, and that the next person will receive you in much better shape than I did.

I think this proper goodbye is rather overdue.

LIKE MY 3-DAY LOAN MATHS BOOK LOL. The library doesn't have late fees right? x_x

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

INCASE MSN DIDNT SEND.

obert says:
i thought realistic and pessimsitic were the same thing
Robert says:
yeah
Robert says:
well
Robert says:
anyway
Robert says:
im gonna go now ahah
Robert says:
WAS MEANT TO BE OFF 30 MINS AGO

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Robz style post

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive_love

Hodgkinson recommends realizing that one who loves obsessively has not fallen in love with a real person, but rather an illusion.
It is estimated that up to 90% of obsessive love is motivated by projection. The obsessed is not falling in love with their target because of any salient properties of the target, but for what that target represents to the obsessed.

In some rare cases, the situation is different. It is true that usually the obsessed is not in love with the person per se but rather with his idea, his mental image of the person, which are two completely different realities usually...

TL;DR: awww shit

FROM THE FRESHMAKER TO MY PHONE TO YOU

Freshmaker
07 July 09, 2:12 PM
Cockhead

Freshmaker
09 July 09, 2:27 PM
Im standing behind you

Freshmaker
10 July 09, 12:53 PM
Whos there cockhead

Freshmaker
10 July 09, 1:31 PM
Balance

Freshmaker
10 July 09, 1:33 PM
Ill knock you

For anyone who isn't aware, the Freshmaker is Lawrence.